Holy Guacamole. I seriously have baby fever. Funny thing about that is that I already have a baby. When I was trying to get pregnant with Baby Girl I didn't have baby fever. When all my friends at church starting having babies, I didn't get baby fever. When I got married I didn't get baby fever. But, NOW, that I actually have a baby, I have baby fever.
Maybe it's because Baby Girl makes my heart swell with joy and love and happiness. Maybe it's because I love being a mommy so so so much. Maybe it's because it feels like this is what I am meant to do. Maybe it's because I live in a town with no friends and no family & Hubby works all the time so Baby Girl is the only part of my life right now with any substance & I want to recreate it. Maybe it's because God has placed that desire in me for a reason.
I dunno! BUT, it does feel crazy to have a baby who hasn't even rolled over yet & want another so bad I can't see straight. I do tend to exaggerate btw :) I was never even excited to be pregnant...I never really looked forward to holding Baby Girl or anything. I did vaguely wonder what she would like her (spitting image of her father...poo). This desire has most definitely taken me by surprise. I am not going to rush out and get pregnant again or anything. I'm way too scared to do that. Wanting and ready are two different things I think.