Friday, May 28, 2010


Well, I got a baby now :)

She's pretty & she likes to cry a lot.  Well, maybe "like" isn't the correct word, but she does cry a lot.  She actually is NOT crying right now so I have a moment (but maybe just one) to play catch up. 

We moved-that was hard.  We had no furniture for about a week.  Not fun when you are breast feeding 8 times a day.  We still have about 20 boxes in the garage that remain unopened.  But we have the necesities so why bother since we will be moving again in 6 months?  Love that army. 

Hubby is leaving for 6 days on the field.  I get to be alone with no one for company (& no one to help) except a dog, a cat, & a newborn with colic.  Sounds like fun, huh?  But enough complaining!

I suppose God wants me to be alone.  Depend on Him, turn to Him...more like cling to Him with every breath I take!  In my head, I know it's a good place to be...utter dependance on God.  It's hard though.  It seems like this baby is attached to my hip & I guess that's how God wants me to be with Him.  The more He takes away, the more I need Him.  

On a more positive note, I LOVE not being pregnant anymore!!  It's the best ever!  My stomach is flat, my pains are gone, I get to button my pants, & NO heartburn!

We have also been blesssed with an amazing house & an amazing back deck & an amazing child.  I'm rich in love :) 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Glad you wrote :) And I think the way you're looking at this whole thing is very strong and kind of neat; looking at Autumn depending on you like how we should depend on God. That's pretty awesome.